I just don't deserve this.

I'm sorry and all, not that you probably care that much, seeing as I'm a giant ass.

I don't deserve any of you. You are some of the most kind people I know.... And, in comparison, I'm just the scum on the bottom of your shoe. I feel like you are all better than me, kinder, funnier, more interesting, and I just don't feel like I belong.

I say stupid things, I do stupid things, I'm not a very nice person, I don't roleplay very well, I'm not smart, I'm not crafty, I'm not artistic... I just can't contribute to this site, other than my annoying, incessant, awkward self. So...

I'm leaving.

Love, from Aurora.

LISA. NO. WE LOVE YOU. DON'T LEAVE US PLEASE.

NO YOU ARE NOT LEAVING I WON'T LET YOU.
COME BACK RIGHT NOW.

YOU'RE AWESOME. DON'T LEAVE. PLEASE.

DON'T LEAVE!!!!! WE LOVE YOU LISA

DONT LEAVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEE
YOU ARE NOT MEAN AND YOU CERTAINLY AREN'T SCUM
IM ABOUT AS ARTISTIC AS A SHEET OF PAPERRRRR
NOR AM I CREATIVE.
I GO TO A FINE ARTS SCHOOL BUT I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING THERE.
DONT LEAVE

Why shouldn't I? It's not like I matter. You would forget about me and not care at all within a month.

NO. I WOULD CARE. SERIOUSLY, I WOULD.
Liiiiisaaa, don't leave I'll miss you too much

You matter to ME.

Why? I'm nothing special. I have no value. At least not here.

Sorry... I sound like a whiny bitch. I should just go and stop arguing. It's really hard though.

What are you talking about!?
I think you're special.
And awesome.
And NOT a whiny bitch.
Please don't leave ;___;

BUT WHY?! Why do I matter? It's not like I should. I'm awkward, and I say all the wrong things, and I'm a hypocrite, and... I JUST SUCK. I must be going through my Emo phase again...

No, stay! We love awkward people, just look at me and Siri!
You're not whiny or scum or annoying! Just stay. D:

But it doesn't make sense... I worked it all out in my head. I would say I was leaving, you would say goodbye. I would be happy. I would.... I don't know, read or something.

Do. Not. Leave.

But why do I feel like I should?

I DON'T KNOW.
But NO ONE wants you to leave!

Why do they want me to STAY?! I'm not funny, or smart, or nice, or interesting, or artistic.

YES, YOU ARE.
YOU'RE AWESOME.

...And who even cares if you're artistic? Lol, I'm NOT.

Now I'm just making a worse ass out of myself. But.... I. THIS IS SO HARD.

*COUGH* That'swhatshesaid *COUGH*

..LOL

Just don't leave, please!?

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URGH.

I'm so friggin torn right now. On one hand, I really want to stay and be a part of this awesome. On the other, I really don't feel like I belong here

But you DO belong. Seriously.
STAY.

Sure, Draco, but here's the thing: I DON'T belong here. You are all awesome, and I am... Well, not.

Are you kidding? I'm not awesome.
YOU are awesome.

We are not going to get into an awesome war. YOU are awesome. I may be 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 percent awesome, but it does not make me awesome enough to be here.

You ARE awesome. But why does awesomeness even matter? You don't have to be awesome to be here.

I think about half of this is that I'm really conflicted, and the other half is me not wanting to concede defeat

Admit it. You're defeated. And you're not leaving.

-twitch- I....

....

You know what? Fine. You win.

-pokes Draco-